“The Lost Dreamer” Review

“The Lost Dreamer” by Lizz Huerta

Indir is a Dreamer, descended from a long line of seers; able to see beyond reality, she carries the rare gift of Dreaming truth. But when the beloved king dies, his son has no respect for this time-honored tradition. King Alcan wants an opportunity to bring the Dreamers to a permanent end—an opportunity Indir will give him if he discovers the two secrets she is struggling to keep. As violent change shakes Indir’s world to its core, she is forced to make an impossible choice: fight for her home or fight to survive.

Saya is a seer, but not a Dreamer—she has never been formally trained. Her mother exploits her daughter’s gift, passing it off as her own as they travel from village to village, never staying in one place too long. Almost as if they’re running from something. Almost as if they’re being hunted. When Saya loses the necklace she’s worn since birth, she discovers that seeing isn’t her only gift—and begins to suspect that everything she knows about her life has been a carefully-constructed lie. As she comes to distrust the only family she’s ever known, Saya will do what she’s never done before, go where she’s never been, and risk it all in the search of answers.

With a detailed, supernaturally-charged setting and topical themes of patriarchal power and female strength, Lizz Huerta’s The Lost Dreamer brings an ancient world to life, mirroring the challenges of our modern one.

Review

This was a really good book. I really liked learning the stories of the two characters and finding out how they intersect. I don’t want to spoil anything but I did think the reveal of what was going on worked well. Saya’s story was a bit more interesting but only because of what she needs to learn about who she actually is. The last couple chapters did feel a little rushed but it made sense given the context and the explanation of things. It also sets up the plot of the next book rather nicely. I’m looking forward to reading it when it comes out.

Warnings and additional reviews are available on the StoryGraph page for “The Lost Dreamer”.

Book Details

The cover has an image of a young woman with light brown skin and long black hair wearing a head band across her forehead in red and blue and a beaded necklace  with multiple rows of beads in several different colors. There is a hummingbird on the cover along with flowers and other mostly transparent shapes over the woman's chest. The title is written on the top and the author's name on the bottom.

Author’s Website
Lizz Huerta
Publisher / Date
Farrar, Straus and Giroux (BYR), March 2022
Genre
Fantasy, Young Adult
Page Count
384
Completion Date
January 31, 2024

“The Climate Book” Review

“The Climate Book” edited by Greta Thunberg

We still have time to change the world. From Greta Thunberg, the world’s leading climate activist, comes the essential handbook for making it happen.

You might think it’s an impossible task: secure a safe future for life on Earth, at a scale and speed never seen, against all the odds. There is hope – but only if we listen to the science before it’s too late.

In The Climate Book, Greta Thunberg has gathered the wisdom of over one hundred experts – geophysicists, oceanographers and meteorologists; engineers, economists and mathematicians; historians, philosophers and indigenous leaders – to equip us all with the knowledge we need to combat climate disaster. Alongside them, she shares her own stories of demonstrating and uncovering greenwashing around the world, revealing how much we have been kept in the dark. This is one of our biggest challenges, she shows, but also our greatest source of hope. Once we are given the full picture, how can we not act? And if a schoolchild’s strike could ignite a global protest, what could we do collectively if we tried?

We are alive at the most decisive time in the history of humanity. Together, we can do the seemingly impossible. But it has to be us, and it has to be now.

Review

There is a lot of information in this book and I probably need to re-read some of it at some point. Each chapter of the book is by a different person with their one bit of information about Climate Change. Everyone needs to understand and accept how serious the issues are and that something has to be done. But as we learned with COVID it’s very hard to get people to change their habits if they feel like changes are impacting their way of life or freedoms. But we do need to change. We need to understand how much damage has already been done to the Earth and that if we’re to survive much longer we need to make changes.

Book Details


The cover of the book has vertical stripes of blue, white and red in various shades that represent the average temperature in a given year. The stripes on the right are blue and the ones on the left are red. The title and editors name are written on the cover one word for each line from top to bottom.

Editor / Book Website
Greta Thunberg
Publisher / Date
Penguin Press, February 2023
Genre
Essays
Page Count
464
Completion Date
January 25, 2024

“Against Technoableism” Review

“Against Technoableism: Rethinking Who Needs Improvement” by Ashley Shew

When bioethicist and professor Ashley Shew became a self-described “hard-of-hearing chemobrained amputee with Crohn’s disease and tinnitus,” there was no returning to “normal.” Suddenly well-meaning people called her an “inspiration” while grocery shopping or viewed her as a needy recipient of technological wizardry. Most disabled people don’t want what the abled assume they want—nor are they generally asked. Almost everyone will experience disability at some point in their lives, yet the abled persistently frame disability as an individual’s problem rather than a social one.

In a warm, feisty voice and vibrant prose, Shew shows how we can create better narratives and more accessible futures by drawing from the insights of the cross-disability community. To forge a more equitable world, Shew argues that we must eliminate “technoableism”—the harmful belief that technology is a “solution” for disability; that the disabled simply await being “fixed” by technological wizardry; that making society more accessible and equitable is somehow a lesser priority.

This badly needed introduction to disability expertise considers mobility devices, medical infrastructure, neurodivergence, and the crucial relationship between disability and race. The future, Shew points out, is surely disabled—whether through changing climate, new diseases, or even through space travel. It’s time we looked closely at how we all think about disability technologies and learn to envision disabilities not as liabilities, but as skill sets enabling all of us to navigate a challenging world.

Review

This was a really good book – though it’s really meant for non-disabled people who don’t already know about the various issues discussed in the book. Most of the information in the book is stuff I’m already aware of as a disabled person. I wear a hearing aid and I know all too well that technology doesn’t fix everything. I’m still deaf if I don’t have them on or if the battery is running out or any number of situations. They also don’t work well in all situations because they amplify all sounds not just speech. So I’m always going to have difficulty in loud crowded situations. The book talks a lot about these kinds of situations where people assume everything can be fix with technology and that people won’t be disabled anymore. That’s not going to happen. Technology can do a lot of good things but there is a huge issue of people acting like technology can fix everything so there are no more problems for disabled people. Which results in people getting angry when people don’t use the technology.

Book Details

The book cover is green and yellow with images of various assistive technology displayed all over the over. There are wheelchairs, hearing aids, canes, crutches, wheelchair vans, medication, glasses and more. The title is written near the top left and subtitle near the bottom right with the authors name to the left.

Author’s Website
Ashley Shew
Publisher / Date
W.W. Norton, September 2023
Genre / Topics
Essays, Disability, Accessibility
Page Count
158
Completion Date
January 13, 2024

“Never Whistle at Night” Review

“Never Whistle at Night: An Indigenous Dark Fiction Anthology” edited by Shane Hawk and Theodore C. Van Alst Jr.

Many Indigenous people believe that one should never whistle at night. This belief takes many forms: for instance, Native Hawaiians believe it summons the Hukai’po, the spirits of ancient warriors, and Native Mexicans say it calls Lechuza, a witch that can transform into an owl. But what all these legends hold in common is the certainty that whistling at night can cause evil spirits to appear—and even follow you home.

These wholly original and shiver-inducing tales introduce readers to ghosts, curses, hauntings, monstrous creatures, complex family legacies, desperate deeds, and chilling acts of revenge. Introduced and contextualized by bestselling author Stephen Graham Jones, these stories are a celebration of Indigenous peoples’ survival and imagination, and a glorious reveling in all the things an ill-advised whistle might summon.

Review

(Updated October 20, 2024 with reviews for the individual stories)

I always say this but anthologies are a fun way to be introduced to a group of new authors all at once. In this case there were a few author’s I’ve already read but it was good to see more of their work. There were a few stories I didn’t really understand but overall I really enjoyed this anthology. It was a good mix of types of horror stories where sometimes the horror came more from people (colonizers) rather than the supernatural which is to be expected when reading Indigenous stories. This will be another anthology where I look up all the authors and see what else they have written.

Some thoughts on the individual stories:

“Kushtuka” by Mathilda Zeller – I loved the ending for this one! I’m still not entirely sure I understand what happened in the end, but maybe that was the point? Multiple things seemed to be happening at once but at the core it was about a young woman forced to work for a bigoted man who is would love to take advantage of her and the rage it produces.

“White Hills” by Rebecca Roanhorse – The ending is a little vague on this one because I do think it’s implied that another choice was made than it appears? But I’m not entirely sure. In any case it’s about a woman who thinks she has it all but learns how little control she has over her life once her husband and his mother learn the truth about her. And then she has to make a choice.

“Navajos Don’t Wear Elk Teeth” by Conley Lyons – This one gets very dark as it goes along but it’s an interesting tail of someone finding themselves in an abusive relationship that gets more and more disturbing before they have to make a desperate choice.

Wingless by Marcie R. Rendon – This is a story about two kids living in an abusive foster home. They each are reacting in different ways – one displaying violence themselves and deliberately making a scene even to the point of provoking abuse (as a distraction to protect the other kid) while the other watches. Until one day… it’s not entirely clear from the ending how it will work out but there’s an implication that it will lead to the arrest of one of the children rather than stopping the abusive foster parents.

Quantum by Nick Medina – A very disturbing story about a woman who finds that one of her two children has enough Indian blood to be one of them and how she treats the children differently. It doesn’t entirely make sense the way things are depicted (no one else seems to notice the second child being treated so horribly). At least the ending implies things will change but I’m not sure how well it will work out.

Hunger by Phoenix Boudreau – This one is sort of two stories at once. A young woman is at a party and leaves to avoid the unwanted attention of a young man. Though it turns out that man has been possessed by an evil entity (though that young man was definitly thinking of doing bad things before he was possessed which is why he gets possessed). The ending is a good twist though as things don’t go the way the entity planned.

Tick Talk by Cherie Dimaline – A creepy one. Mostly a surreal story about a young man returning home after his parents have died and eventually going hunting. That’s when the true horror story starts … the ending is a little mysterious as it’s not clear what happens.

The Ones Who Killed Us by Brandon Hobson – This is a story about a group of men searching for those that killed their people. It takes some effort to read this one because it’s almost entirely stream of consciousness. But it’s still a detailed story.

Snakes Are Born in the Dark by D. H. Trujillo – The narrator goes on a hike with his cousin and her boyfriend. The boyfriend is racist and his cousin isn’t that much more respectful of Indigenous traditions. As a result someone gets revenge for their disrespect. It’s not actually 100% who caused things to happen – the narrator or angry spirits but the narrator certainly helps things along.

Before I Go by Norris Black – On the one year anniversary a woman goes to the place where her fiancé died. It gets more disturbing from there. This one is short but interesting. Some things are better left alone.

Night in the Chrysalis by Tiffany Morris – A ghost story about a woman spending the first night at a new house. Disturbing things happen throughout the night until sunrise. Good story.

Behind Colin’s Eyes by Shane Hawk – Strange things start happening the night before a hunting trip and it only gets stranger from there. I really liked the slow buildup of horror of this one as things start happening.

Heart-Shaped Clock by Kelli Jo Ford – This one is honestly a bit confusing – multiple things seem to be happening at once. A young man moves back to where his mother lives after having lived with his father. There’s family conflict because he’s life was different than what his brother had with his mother. Some things make sense but other parts of it aren’t entirely clear but it might have more to do with the narrator than anything else – we just have his internal point of view for everything going on without much external information.

Scariest. Story. Ever. by Richard Van Camp – A young man needs a scary story to win a contest so tries to steal one to use. This one is fun. It starts out as one thing but turns into something else. A story within a story. I really liked the way it ends.

Human Eaters by Royce K. Young Wolf – A grandmother tells her two grandsons a story while they’re waiting for their parents to arrive. Creepy story but a good read and it seems the creatures the grandmother is telling them about are actually there watching the whole time.

The Longest Street in the World by Theodore C. Van Alst Jr. – A strange one with multiple things happening at once. I really liked it though! A violent attack leads to more violence and then it gets more complicated from there. Seems like a supernatural entity is trying to help but things keep going sideways…

Dead Owls by Mona Susan Power – A girl is spending time with her aunt and asks if the place they’re staying is haunted after seeing a movie. Turns out it is but it’s more complicated than that. I really like this one and how it ends.

The Prepper by Morgan Talty – This is a sad story about a man who comes to believe that a zombie apocalypse is going to happen and the result of that. There’s also a couple side plots that are mixed up in it. His grandfather is dying at the same time and the man ends up doing something as a result of that that leads to his current circumstances. Also he tells the story of his uncle with Down Syndrome who was killed and the connection he feels.

Uncle Robert Rides the Lightning by Kate Hart – This one has a lot in it – two men who lived complicated lives and died but still live on. I enjoyed reading this one a lot.

Sundays by David Heska Wanbli Weiden – It involves a man whose wife has recently passed which has lead to PTSD and flashbacks to the sexual abuse he suffered at the hands of a pedophile priest. Once he learns there’s no justice to be had by law he decides to confront the priest on his own. It’s not graphic but it’s pretty intense and disturbing.

Eulogy for a Brother, Resurrected by Carson Faust – A rather disturbing story about what happens when someone wants their brother back. The ending is a little confusing but I like the story overall.

Night Moves by Andrea L. Rogers – Four soldiers stationed in Germany walk home after a night at a bar… things don’t go well. I liked this one. The ending is intense though.

Capgras by Tommy Orange – I have to admit this one is rather confusing. Some of it makes sense – an author is in France and realizes that his book has been translated badly into French after a series of interviews. But things just get more confusing from there as it’s not entirely clear what is going on beyond that.

The Scientist’s Horror Story by Darcie Little Badger – Three scientists are sitting around having a drink and decide to tell stories. Two scary stories one real one fake and you may or may not be surprise at which one is scarier and for what reason. I liked this one a lot.

Collections by Amber Blaeser-Wardzala – A college student attends their professor’s party and finds they have an interesting collection… pretty disturbing and the ending is vague and open ended as the reader doesn’t actually know what will happen next. I enjoyed this one but I wish some things had been explained a little more in the end.

Limbs by Waubgeshig Rice – a native guide is taking a white man on a tour of native lands … Things go from bad to worse when the man decides he isn’t being shown anything of value. While realistic this one was a bit to dark for me. I kind of wish this hadn’t been the last story in the book.

Warnings and additional reviews are available on the StoryGraph page for “Never Whistle at Night.

Book Details

Around the edge of the cover are various images of plants, flowers and animals (a snake, mouse, frog, snail and butterfly). The title of the book is in the center with the subtitle above it and the names of the editors below it.

Editor’s Website

Shane Hawk and Theodore C. Van Alst Jr.

Publisher / Date
Vintage, September 2023
Genre

Horror, Short Stories

Page Count
384
Completion Date
January 12, 2024

“The Outside” Review

“The Outside” (The Outside No. 1) by Ada Hoffmann

Autistic scientist Yasira Shien has developed a radical new energy drive that could change the future of humanity. But when she activates it, reality warps, destroying the space station and everyone aboard. The AI Gods who rule the galaxy declare her work heretical, and Yasira is abducted by their agents. Instead of simply executing her, they offer mercy – if she’ll help them hunt down a bigger target: her own mysterious, vanished mentor. With her homeworld’s fate in the balance, Yasira must choose who to trust: the gods and their ruthless post-human angels, or the rebel scientist whose unorthodox mathematics could turn her world inside out.

Review

This was a strange but really good book. The “AI Gods” were essentially created by humans a long time ago out of their computer systems and then grew to become god-like figures because they’re so powerful. People believe in them and worship them like they would other gods, except these gods are real not like the old religions of the past to paraphrase the book. Makes for an interesting read. What also makes it interesting are the two main characters who are both autistic but were both treated very differently. Yasira was given all the supports she needed growing up while another character was beaten into being “normal” – didn’t work out so well. The world building is interesting and I don’t want to spoil anything so I’ll just leave it at wanting to know if what I suspect about the universe they’re in is true based on various plot points that came up.

Warnings and additional reviews are available on the StoryGraph page for “The Outside”.

Book Details

The cover is filled with black metal spirals that look like snake skin - squared areas with bolts. There is a character in a red spacesuit standing on one of the spirals. The book title is at the top of the cover and the authors name at the bottom.

Author’s Website
Ada Hoffmann
Publisher / Date
Angry Robot, June 2019
Genre
Science Fiction
Page Count
400 pages
Completion Date
January 6, 2024

2023 in Review

Reading Stats

61 Books

20,992 Pages Read

Average length 346 pages

Average reading time 4 days

50 Fiction / 11 Non-Fiction

18 Fiction Anthologies

41 Novels

2 Non-Fiction Anthologies

5 Memoirs

4 Essay Collections

Top Ten Books in No Particular Order with links to my reviews

“Being Ace: An Anthology of Queer, Trans, Femme, and Disabled Stories of Asexual Love and Connection”
Edited by Madeline Dyer
Type: Fiction Anthology
“We Have Always Been Here: A Queer Muslim Memoir”
Written by Samra Habib
Type: Memoir
“The Thirty Names of Night”
Written by Zeyn Joukhadar
Type: Novel
“A Master of Djinn”
Written by P. Djèlí Clark
Type: Novel
“The Disordered Cosmos: A Journey Into Dark Matter, Spacetime, and Dreams Deferred”
Written by Chanda Prescod-Weinstein
Type: Essay Collection
“We Don’t Swim Here”
Written by Vincent Tirado
Type: Novel
“Four Hundred Souls: A Community History of African America, 1619-2019”
Edited by Ibram X. Kendi with Keisha N. Blain
Type: Non-Fiction Anthology
“Invisible Son”
Written by Kim Johnson
Type: Novel
“To Shape a Dragon’s Breath”
Written by Moniquill Blackgoose
Type: Novel
“The Free People’s Village”
Written by Sim Kern
Type: Novel