“The Final Strife” Review

“The Final Strife (The Ending Fire Trilogy No. 1)” by Saara El-Arifi

The Empire rules by blood

Red is the blood of the elite, of magic, of control.

Blue is the blood of the poor, of workers, of the resistance.

Clear is the blood of the servants, of the crushed, of the invisible.

The Aktibar – a set of trials held every ten years to find the next Ember rulers of the Empire – is about to begin.

All can join but not just anyone can win; it requires great skill and ingenuity to become the future wardens of Strength, Knowledge, Truth and Duty.

Sylah was destined to win the trials and be crowned Warden of Strength. Stolen by blue-blooded rebels she was raised with a Duster’s heart; forged as a weapon to bring down from within the red-blooded Embers’ regime of cruelty. But when her adopted family were brutally murdered those dreams of a better future turned to dust.

However, the flame of hope may yet be rekindled because Sylah wasn’t made to sparkle, she was born to burn.

Review

I really enjoyed this book. The characters were really interesting and I enjoyed getting to know them. The word building was great – I really liked how everything started to come together as the story progressed and the characters learned more. There were a lot of twists and turns in this book and not everything was as it seemed. I liked the way the different relationships grew and developed during the course of the book. Though it doesn’t end on a cliffhanger it does set up the threads of the next book, which I’m looking forward to reading soon.

Warnings and additional reviews are available on the StoryGraph page for “The Final Strife”.

Book Details

Author’s Website
Saara El-Arifi
Publisher / Date
HarperVoyager, June 2022
Genre
Fantasy
Page Count
478 pages
Completion Date
March 30, 2025

“Compound Fracture” Review

“Compound Fracture” by Andrew Joseph White

On the night Miles Abernathy—sixteen-year-old socialist and proud West Virginian—comes out as trans to his parents, he sneaks off to a party, carrying evidence that may finally turn the tide of the blood feud plaguing Twist Creek: Photos that prove the county’s Sheriff Davies was responsible for the so-called “accident” that injured his dad, killed others, and crushed their grassroots efforts to unseat him.

The feud began a hundred years ago when Miles’s great-great-grandfather, Saint Abernathy, incited a miners’ rebellion that ended with a public execution at the hands of law enforcement. Now, Miles becomes the feud’s latest victim as the sheriff’s son and his friends sniff out the evidence, follow him through the woods, and beat him nearly to death.

In the hospital, the ghost of a soot-covered man hovers over Miles’s bedside while Sheriff Davies threatens Miles into silence. But when Miles accidentally kills one of the boys who hurt him, he learns of other folks in Twist Creek who want out from under the sheriff’s heel. To free their families from this cycle of cruelty, they’re willing to put everything on the line—is Miles

Review

Another great book by Andrew Joseph White! Since it set in modern times (shortly after President Trump’s first election) without a large fantasy element it’s a little different than his other books. Some of the plot seemed a bit far fetched on how things would go down. However the setting is small town Appalachia so maybe it works more than I think it would. I really enjoyed reading Miles’ story and finding more about what had happened to the family and who the ghost that appears to Miles ends up being. Nothing is ever as simple as it seems. I really liked the way in this story Miles actually had a family that cared about him and other community members who were supportive against the threat of the Sheriff. I really liked the ending of the book as well and the hopefulness of what could come next for the town.

Warnings and additional reviews are available on the StoryGraph page for “Compound Fracture”

Book Details

The book cover depicts a young man in the center of the cover with short hair wearing a yellow sleeveless shirt and a rad bandana around their neck. Their eye is bleeding and he has his hand up over it. There is a dog at his side looking like it's frowning at something to the right. Behind the man are trees and the image is framed by antlers around the top and sides. At the bottom is a barbwire fence with a banner held by railroad spikes and the title is on the banner. The authors name is at the top also written on a banner that is held across the top on two of the antlers

Author’s Website
Andrew Joseph White
Publisher / Date
Peachtree Teen, September 2024
Genre
Young Adult, Thriller
Page Count
371
Completion Date
March 21, 2025

“Disposable” Review

“Disposable: America’s Contempt for the Underclass” by Sarah Jones

In the tradition of Matthew Desmond’s Evicted and Andrea Elliot’s Invisible Child, Disposable is a poignant exploration of America’s underclass, left vulnerable by systemic racism and capitalism. Here, Sarah Jones delves into the lives of the essential workers, seniors, and people with disabilities who were disproportionately affected by COVID-19—not due to their age or profession, but because of the systemic inequality and poverty that left them exposed.

The pandemic served as a stark revelation of the true state of America, a country where the dream of prosperity is a distant mirage for millions. Jones argues that the pandemic didn’t create these dynamics, but rather revealed the existing social mobility issues and wealth gap that have long plagued the nation. Behind the staggering death toll are stories of lives lost, injustices suffered, and institutions that failed to protect their people.

Jones brings these stories to the forefront, transforming the abstract concept of the pandemic into a deeply personal and political phenomenon. She argues that America has abandoned a sacrificial underclass of millions but insists that another future is possible. By addressing the pervasive issues of racial justice and public policy, Jones calls for a future where no one is seen as disposable again.

Review

This was a really good look at the various issues around COVID disparities and the vastly different outcomes because of race, disability and/or poverty. I felt like the author did a great job using various peoples’ stories to showcase all the different situations and outcomes. I also liked that the author discussed the issues with congregate settings and how people in those settings were basically doomed by COVID. There was a good focus on all kinds of congregate settings from people with Intellectual Disabilities in group homes, to elderly individuals in nursing homes to individuals in prisons and jails. There was also a good discussion about the way various jobs didn’t allow for any precautions to be taken and people were forced to work while sick or risk being fired because there’s no paid sick time for many.

There’s also the emphasis on how if you don’t have money or status and can’t work you’re not seeing as worthy. The rich and powerful only care about money and staying in power. The way things opened back up quickly just highlighted how much people cared more about the economy than people. I also liked the fact that the author didn’t shy away from saying that COVID is still a major problem and that people are still getting sick and dying from it. We never should have tried to return to normal because normal doesn’t exist anymore.

Book Details

The cover of Disposable has a black and white image of an empty country road with light posts and trees on the side and wires going across. There is an American flag floating in the air upside down and partially folded over under a dark cloudy sky. The title is at the top with the authors name at the bottom.

Author’s Website
Sarah Jones (Blue Sky)
Publisher / Date
Avid Reader Press / Simon & Schuster, February 2025
Genre
Essay Collection, Disability, COVID
Page Count
295
Completion Date
March 16, 2025

“The Future Is Disabled” Review

“The Future Is Disabled: Prophecies, Love Notes and Mourning Songs”
by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha

In The Future Is Disabled, Leah Laksmi Piepzna-Samarasinha asks some provocative questions: What if, in the near future, the majority of people will be disabled – and what if that’s not a bad thing? And what if disability justice and disabled wisdom are crucial to creating a future in which it’s possible to survive fascism, climate change, and pandemics and to bring about liberation?

Building on the work of their game-changing book “Care Work: Dreaming Disability Justice”, Piepzna-Samarasinha writes about disability justice at the end of the world, documenting the many ways disabled people kept and are keeping each other – and the rest of the world – alive during Trump, fascism and the COVID-19 pandemic. Other subjects include crip interdependence, care and mutual aid in real life, disabled community building, and disabled art practice as survival and joy.

Written over the course of two years of disabled isolation during the pandemic, this is a book of love letters to other disabled QTBIPOC (and those concerned about disability justice, the care crisis, and surviving the apocalypse); honor songs for kin who are gone; recipes for survival; questions and real talk about care, organizing, disabled families, and kin networks and communities; and wild brown disabled femme joy in the face of death. With passion and power, The Future Is Disabled remembers our dead and insists on our future.

Review

The basic concept of this book is that we’d all be a lot better off if we learned how to care about each other and to take care of each other without getting caught up in our differences. Not that it’s ever easy – there’s a whole chapter on why even people with good intentions in the disability community doing disability justice work can cause harm to each other. But the basic fact remains if we worked together instead of fighting each other we be better off. The book was written during the first Trump presidency and the points made in the book matter even more now during the second.

It also makes the point that we often forget how vastly different our experiences can be. COVID impacted people very differently and while many people were stuck at home bored others were dealing with the deaths of friend and family on a near daily bases. COVID never actually ended and yet everyone wanted to go back to normal. Normal doesn’t exist and often disabled people are the first to learn how to adapt to a new world. Now is the time to learn.

Book Details

The book cover has a bright light at the top left corner which shines white, orange, red, purple to the bottom right where it's a darker blue/black. In the center of the cover is a sundial but the numbers are figures of people with a person standing in the center showing a shadow towards the bottom right corner.  The title is positioned at the bottom left corner with the authors name at the top.

Author’s Website
Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
Publisher / Date
Arsenal Pulp Press, October 2022
Updated 2023 edition includes a new chapter and afterword by the author
Genre
Memoir, Essay Collection, Disability
Page Count
334
Completion Date
March 9, 2025

Existing As I Am

As someone who has spent their entire life proving the doubters wrong with regard to disability, I am not surprised at the way things are going. When you live in a world where a baby’s potential value is judged within days after birth, it’s not surprising that some people would rather we just disappeared (or died).

I was born in 1979 in Texas, of all places. Apparently I came out the blue and it took a lot of work to keep me alive the first night. At least one doctor told my parents that even if I lived I’d be blind, deaf and intellectually disabled. Thankfully there was another doctor who said I’d most likely be fine. There’s even a story that I kicked out the sides of the incubator I was in at one point. Here I am four and a half decades later, and while I’m hard of hearing, have a facial disfigurement and vision issues, there’s no sign of an intellectual disability. Not that it should have mattered. All lives are worthy – having an intellectual disability shouldn’t have meant I was better off dead or institutionalized either.

A large issue with having to prove doubters wrong is the way we have to constantly prove our worth. Things like excellent behavior, getting the best grades in school, going to college, graduating with distinction, getting a good job and doing our best at it, are all signs that it is worth keeping us alive. We’re proving our worth to a society that thinks we shouldn’t exist at all. We shouldn’t have to prove anything – a disabled person who doesn’t do well in school or a job and struggles with everything shouldn’t deemed less worthy than someone who is successful. You only have to take one look at media that glorifies successful disabled people and says things like, “they never let their disability stop them” to see the truth. In reality it almost never is our disabilities stopping us. It was the ableism of society making assumptions about our worth. 

It’s not surprising that society also judges people based on their relationships. We’re supposed to date, get married and have kids all for the betterment of society. And of course, we must find someone of the opposite gender to do all of this with. Any deviation from that norm is seen as abnormal and wrong. Unfortunately, there is an assumption that disabled people are exempt from this because we’re not worthy enough to date, get married or have kids. As a result, some disabled people may strive to prove that assumption wrong by doing exactly what is expected.

Those of us who are asexual and/or aromantic are often assumed to be that way because of our disabilities, which causes conflict in both groups. The truth is we are asexual and/or aromantic while also being disabled, and not because of it, and there shouldn’t be anything wrong with that. I’ve known for years I was asexual – I never had any interest in dating or anything. Aromantic was a word I learned more recently and also fit. There isn’t any particular reason why I am asexual and aromantic, I just am. 

Gender has always been something in the background for me, as being hard of hearing and dealing with that – and other issues – took up most of my focus. I had to navigate communication issues with everyone, almost all of the time. It’s not fun having to remind people that I am in fact hard of hearing, even with my hearing aids on. As a result I never really thought about it all that much, other than knowing I didn’t enjoy typical girl things. I didn’t like dolls or makeup or bright colors that girls are often expected to like. But it is also true that my parents never really made that much of a big deal about it. 

Within the last few years, I’ve really come to understand what being non-binary or agender means, and realized that it describes me. Agender probably fits best as I don’t really feel particularly drawn to any gender specifically. Having said that, I generally don’t mind female-gendered terms, with some exceptions. I don’t particularly like being called lady, as an example. On the flip side, I would much rather be called my parents’ daughter than child, because I’m an adult and the word “offspring” just sounds weird. But these are my own personal preferences – everyone else should be allowed to describe themselves on their own terms.
 
As I said at the beginning, I’m not surprised at the direction we’re going right now. And as I work out my gender and learn more about the trans/non-binary communities I see the same battles and the same struggle to be allowed to exist. I recently read the article “The fight against ableism mirrors the fight against transphobia” written by Ayman Eckford at PinkNews, which has a lot to say about what’s going on. Anyone who doesn’t fit the assumed norm is under attack right now by the current administration, and as always it’s about ableism: 

“Throughout history, ableism has been used against women to justify gender inequality, against Jewish people to justify the Holocaust, against people of colour to justify slavery and colonialism, and, of course, against the LGBTQ+ community.”

I am Jen Rohrig. I am hard of hearing, asexual, aromantic, agender and likely autistic. Proving the doubters wrong is the goal every day. Existing exactly as I am is the goal every day. I believe we all deserve to be able to be exactly who we are and exist as who we are, because we’re all human, with our various identities and differences.

Reading List

  • “Disability Visibility: First-Person Stories from the Twenty-First Century” edited by Alice Wong
  • “Being Seen: One Deafblind Woman’s Fight to End Ableism” by Elsa Sjunneson
  • “Black Disability Politics” by Sami Schalk
  • “The Future Is Disabled – Prophecies, Love Notes and Mourning Songs” by Leah Lakshmi Piepzna-Samarasinha
  • “Ace and Aro Journeys: A Guide to Embracing Your Asexual or Aromantic Identity” by The Ace and Aro Advocacy Project
  • “Gender: Your Guide: A Gender-Friendly Primer on What to Know, What to Say, and What to Do in the New Gender Culture” 2nd Edition by Lee Airton (make sure to get the 2024 edition)
  • “Ace: What Asexuality Reveals About Desire, Society, and the Meaning of Sex” by Angela Chen
  • “Refusing Compulsory Sexuality: A Black Asexual Lens on Our Sex-Obsessed Culture” by Sherronda J. Brown
  • “Ending the Pursuit: Asexuality, Aromanticism, and Agender Identity” by Michael Paramo

“Model Home” Review

“Model Home” by Rivers Solomon

The three Maxwell siblings keep their distance from the lily-white gated enclave outside Dallas where they grew up. When their family moved there, they were the only Black family in the neighborhood. The neighbors acted nice enough, but right away bad things, scary things—the strange and the unexplainable—began to happen in their house. Maybe it was some cosmic trial, a demonic rite of passage into the upper-middle class. Whatever it was, the Maxwells, steered by their formidable mother, stayed put, unwilling to abandon their home, terrors and trauma be damned.

As adults, the siblings could finally get away from the horrors of home, leaving their parents all alone in the house. But when news of their parents’ death arrives, Ezri is forced to return to Texas with their sisters, Eve and Emanuelle, to reckon with their family’s past and present, and to find out what happened while they were away. It was not a “natural” death for their parents . . . but was it supernatural?

Rivers Solomon turns the haunted-house story on its head, unearthing the dark legacies of segregation and racism in the suburban American South. Unbridled, raw, and daring, Model Home is the story of secret histories uncovered, and of a queer family battling for their right to live, grieve, and heal amid the terrors of contemporary American life.

Review

I can always count on Rivers Solomon to write something deeply disturbing and powerful while exploring various themes and this book, with the central themes of trauma, memory, racism/segregation, and parenting, was no different. There are a lot of different layers to what was actually going on due to Ezri’s (along with their siblings’) memories not being completely reliable. It’s clear their ongoing trauma has caused all of their memories are muddled and mixed up with what they believe happened and what actually happened. The truth does come out in the end and it’s even worse than you might expect.

The writing style might take some getting used to as it’s somewhat stream of conscious deeply in Ezri’s head but I think it works once you get used to it. The ending is a bit abrupt and there are unanswered questions but it makes sense for the story. That said there is also the sense that the unresolved issues that still need to be worked out, between the siblings, will be more than they were before.

I will be re-reading Rivers Solomon’s other books to add reviews to my blog. I’ve enjoyed all of them!

Warnings and additional reviews can be found on the StoryGraph page for “Model Home” by Rivers Solomon

Book Details

The cover is sold green with the black drawing of a two story house with a front porch and triangle rooftops. There is an eyeball in place of one of the windows and a flames at the top left corner of the house. There appears to be a snake crawling out of the first floor window up towards the second floor. A spider is hanging from the top right roof. The title is at the top of the cover and the authors name at the bottom.

Author’s Website

Rivers Solomon
Publisher / Date
MCD, October 2024
Genre
Mystery, Thriller
Page Count
286
Completion Date
February 7, 2025